its been sooo long since i've updated this stupid thing

lets start here....

A few weeks ago....things that were said..hurt like hell...i took some pills...wasnt enoough to kill me... lolz..enuff to make me feel like i was floating befiore i collapsed on da bed.. i feel stupid now..

Wellz..good thing is..lukie and i have made up (thanks to that incident) and no one else can step into the world we share (oh my god..i'm getting so mushy) hehe..I love u Luke.. i really do...

Thanks fer all the support you people have shown...

haha..i'm going on a cruise with my darlings tabby, liza, saliha, sarah and aishah tomorrow... its a four day three night cruise..and it should be fun..thing is..there is a pretty huge amount of fuck wits in the group..(i'm not talking about my class...nor the class i share my classes with...) and i dont know if my tolerance level is high enough..lol..who cares eh.. what i know though..is i'm gonna miss my baby.