Monday, September 26, 2005

Run bitch...Run...

Dear Miss bitch (i'll assume u are a miss because i doubt any man will ever want you),

Perhaps YOU should review the way YOU treated me and the things YOU said before you make any complaint to the management. First of all, .in which fucking way was i rude to you? I was trained to show 2 people to a table for 2 and not to a table for 4. You got what you want bitch and you still complained? Oh and it wasnt as if yu ordered plenty of food Miss, YOU ORDERED ONLY 1 FUCKING DESSERT.

Perhaps your mother never taught you, but being greedy is a big no no in this society.

Yours truly,

Schenelle

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

I used to live by the rede.

But with the shitty life i'm living right now,i have no idea how to climb out and live that way again.

Its a tad hard not to be negative when everything around you is crumbling. I can see the hairline cracks in my perfect world but i cant do anything about it. Its quite sad actually.

More than ever, all i want to do nowadays is just to retreat back in my shell and stay there. I dont feel like i'm worth anything.

I've lost the ability to do anything worthwhile.

*laughs* I'm a coward at heart. I cant do anything right. Not even to end it. Maybe someday. In the meantime i'll continue fighting whatever demons i have inside.

Monday, September 12, 2005

Safety Management absolutely SUCKED!

4 questions each 20 marks..and i couldnt do 2. I'm fucking screwed.

Fuck.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Wonderful

The ICAs are here again... and..i'm screwed..as usual...i've just been rudely awaken by my past grades and instead of getting to studying..i'm here at the bottom of the shit hole feeling pity for myself...god..i'm pathetic...

Oh..and it seems that the perpetual Klutz has struck again... I set off the Fire Extinguisher during work last week..and broke the auntie's chilli holder yesterday. Its amazing how these things keep happening...especially to me...

Hmm...i wonder..do we look easy to you people? You all only talk to us when your better half is not around or when you all need help...What the bloody fuck eh...